HA!

Stop asking me with the same question because it will not have the right answer forever.
I have done it. That's all.

More question, more pressure.
Life becomes such a painful one and all I can do is nothing.
Family is quiet different, and even I am.

Possibly, one day I will fully realize everything in the end.
I just hope that the day won't be so far away.

Ha! 
What a ridiculous thought!

Am I serious?
Yes!  Of course!  I am serious!